I Am

We pretend that we are this mere human body, we pretend and we hold our true self, our energy self, close in size to our physical form.

"I am a biospiritual being." The words sound through me, a mantra all their own. They move and flow, echoing through my mind and body like someone walking through a large home, calling out loudly.


I see myself as energy, sitting here in the kitchen at 5:30am. I am a

swirling motion of color, primarily orangish-gold, a deep vibrant tone. As I observe more closely I see that other strands of color - cool white like an LED light, a vibrant icy blue, pink - also make it up. They are strands that on closer inspection remind me of wires, and they move so quickly that, standing back in remote vision, they look like one glowing hue. Together they emit a radiance, each going it's own course while interwoven together with the others. It is lovely.


I see the colors, myself as energy, contained in the area where my physical body sits at the table and I wonder in both speculation and awe at how despite being this impressive light energy, I keep and hold it close when I can be ginormous in expansion.

What happens when I exhale and expand to fill the room, the building, the space beyond my home? What happens when I expand outward even farther? Awesomeness, so labelled miracles, and a new way of living and being - those are what can happen as a result.

I see that I play small by holding it nicely, politely close in size to my physical form. It is laughable, quite humorous really. I am, you are, we are, electricity, energy, light, color, and sound so brilliant that it escapes our human capacity, and yet we pretend that it is not so. We pretend that we are this mere human body, we pretend and we hold our true self, our energy self, close in size to our physical form.


What occurs if I choose not to? What happens when I exhale and expand to fill the room, the building, the space beyond my home? What happens when I expand outward even farther? Awesomeness, so labelled miracles, and a new way of living and being - those are what can happen as a result. It is important in doing this to be consciously aware, to ground myself so that the energy is rooted and more stable. And when I am consciously connected as Divine light, this is when the fun, the play, the manifestations, and the super natural occur.

The Masters, the guides now standing by me, watching as I explore my renewed memory, smile and exclaim, "Live full. Light up the space, expanding and contracting, sending out energy in different shapes and directions. Play and have fun while maintaining groundedness and conscious awareness. Shine bright."

I am reminded of different occasions years back in this human life when I lived as this. I had forgotten, so lost in myself and the ways of the world. I remember now the lessons about being consciously expansive and aware as energy. I remember expanding at will, at mere thought-decision, and how to influence the space I am in as light consciousness, whether at 20 feet or miles or covering the planet and into space. I remember learning from the Masters how to apply this to heal others and our planet, to influence and create positive change.


The Masters, the guides now standing by me, watching as I explore my renewed memory, smile and exclaim, "Live full. Light up the space, expanding and contracting, sending out energy in different shapes and directions. Play and have fun while maintaining groundedness and conscious awareness. Shine bright." and in the energy space of my expansion I see the edges blending into the Divine white and golden light of pure Consciousness. In the space I see the things I call into creation. I see and feel, I experience and Know them as the essence of love that I am. I see the actions to be taken in the here and now physical-spiritual-energy world. This is how I rewrite my story.